Well lets see where to being I haven't wrote I dam thing in while so. Umm ok Lets because just this month. Well This month started out pretty cool parents went on cruze i was by myself chilling, then the week they arrive I would out the my Uncle in NY pass away. So people didn't care or didn't belive me but fuck them.
Well was pretty shit then you Christmas was here I was hopeing I would get something. Well NOPE the only i got was from my older sister that gave me 20 bucks, and I friend of in World of Warcraft she gave me a few gold and mats I could use for in the game to make stuff that was cool other then that I got nothing from anyone eles. Nothing from my other sister and nothing from my parents I gave my mom and dad a card with 100 bucks in it. Because you I earning some money at least I would give back for all thoes years of taking. Well I didn't get a dam thing so fucken woot for my moral then the fact I was single and alone for christmas because I broke up with my old friend which I sorta regreting but I think it would have work out because of long distance among I few other things.
So My Uncle dies, I get nothing but 20$ from my family and i am despress because my self confinces is right out the window because I lack in self Esteem department, and I don't have anyone to share the season with so 2 day later after christmas i was working with my dad on a roof me and him both fell through the roof. Also my laptop is going ape shit so the only I can try to do is now try to pass the time drawing anime. But i can't touch it up because I lost my Photo Shop, and can't upload it to the net. So there is a another thing going bad one thing after another.
Well now it's new years eve. Big fucking whaaa whooo (yeah fucken right). New years I am probly going to suck on my comp BS time and doing nothing and being totaly alone for another year. The only good part that I am at least I am not in Navy any more and spending it on a ship. But at the moment I am worry because i think that my friend is going to kill her self tonight at midenight an there probly nothing I can do to stop because she is about eh 6 states away. So dec. sucks fucken dick. I really dout anyone care about a dam thing I say. Well thats about it and my once in while insight on who shitty my month has been see ya all around. and wish me luck.